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Written by Stevie Nicks.
"When I See You Again" by Stevie Nicks appeared on the 1987 Fleetwood
Mac album Tango in the Night. It was recorded during a time of
incredible unrest and tension for the members of the band, and
culminated in the abrupt departure of Lindsey Buckingham right before
the Tango in the Night tour.
Recording of Tango began in the summer of 1986 with all the members of
the band except Stevie Nicks. At that time she was in the middle of a
long and grueling tour to promote her successful album Rock a Little
and was struggling with a life-threatening cocaine and alcohol
addiction. To make matters worse, Stevie knew of Lindsey’s reluctance
at making another Fleetwood Mac album and expected having a very
volatile association with him in the studio.
Stevie showed up for a 3 week stint in the recording studio in January
of 1986, 6 months after the other members started the album, surrounded
in turmoil. There was obvious dissatisfaction in Lindsey’s part about
the Stevie’s emotional and physical state and her lack of contribution
in the studio. While talking about the Tango recording, Lindsey has
said "I saw Stevie about 3 weeks - they weren’t a great 3 weeks. I
didn’t recognize her at all. She wasn’t the person I had known and had
moved to LA with." Speaking about the atmosphere in general, he said
that "the creative atmosphere was next to nil...it was pretty nuts."
To make matters even worse, Stevie entered the Betty Ford Center in the
Spring of 1986 for a month long stay to battle her alcohol addiction.
It seems that her general state of mind at this time, as well as her
fear of Lindsey Buckingham finally leaving the band for good, may have
contributed to the hazy and haunting quality of "When I See You Again".
When I see you again
In this verse, Stevie asks a very fearful question to someone she
obvious cares for very deeply. When she sees this person again, will it
be over, will it be the same? "Will your great eyes still say what’s
the matter baby"? Though this question could be toward any number of
people, the general consensus is that it is toward Lindsey Buckingham,
whom she has previously described as having "great eyes". Though their
relationship had ended long before Tango, there was always a degree of
concern and an unspoken bond between them. Even though they could
hardly be considered good friends, there had always been this bond
between them which would likely be even MORE strained due to Stevie’s
deteriorated emotional and physical state as well as Lindsey’s reticent
attitude toward the new album. When she sees him again, will things be
the same between them? Will he still be there for her as he had been
all the times before? Would Lindsey leave the band, and if he did, what
would she do without him in the band? They had always been together in
Fleetwood Mac, and now she fears that it could all change.
What’s the matter, baby
"Will you great eyes still say what’s the matter, baby". Stevie doesn’t
want to break the bond with Lindsey, though she knows things will be
strained with him. He had always been there for her in some capacity,
even if it was just as a bandmate in Fleetwood Mac. Stevie could always
tell by looking into his eyes that he cared about her and wondered about
her pain. He had seen her through some terrible times in her life and
has always cared for her, but never came out and asked her about her
pain. He would still could show his concern for her in the way he
would look at her - not with anger, but with loving concern. Maybe, at
some point when they were capable of talking, he would actually ask her
what was the matter. The repetitiveness of this chorus might symbolize
the never-ending bond the two share , or the number of times Stevie has
felt that he has said or felt this.
So she walks slowly down the hall
Is this a metaphor for her life in which she has many paths to choice in
life - many doors in the hallway, or is there more to this verse? Are
the stairs she mentions the stairs to different levels of her life like
her personal life and professional life? What are her priorities?
There are many choices in her life which may be the many things she has
to stare at these days - days where she questions what she is doing and
whether she is in a good place in her life. Maybe she wonders what her
priorities are in life and what would she do without the people that she
relies on the most.
In a less philosophical vein, the doors in the hallway could be real.
Could they be the doors in Lindsey’s house where they were recording
Tango? She sees the doors of the house and the stairs which will lead
her to freedom away from the pressures associated with Fleetwood Mac and
the constant coldness she receives from Lindsey.
Another possibility is that this is a representation of her days at the
Betty Ford Center. Forced to do little more than walk the halls, she
sees the many doors of the people around her. She can do little but
stare at the stairs, for there is little in her life at this point
except the things around her at the Center. Perhaps she wonders what
the doors will lead to once she leaves. Will she be the same person,
will she change for the better or worse, and what will happen between
her and Lindsey when she returns. Will she be able to survive if he
really does leave the band? All these things weight on her heavily and
are very prominent in these lyrics.
The change from first to third person here is quite dramatic. It’s as
if she is seeing herself from the outside - looking at herself and
reevaluating her situation. In a way, she is becoming disconnected from
her feelings in order to keep from feeling her pain.
If she sees him again
When they meet again, will the bond between them be gone? Will once
best friends be split by Lindsey’s association with someone else - a new
best friend? These fears about Stevie and Lindsey’s relationship are
reiterated here. She would like their relationship to continue for the
better, but is obviously scared to find out if Lindsey’s feelings toward
have changed for the worst.
And the dream says I want you
Stevie seems to refer to dreams a lot , especially when talking about
Lindsey. Her dream says she wants him, which may indicate her
never-ending concern for him as her friend, but the dream is gone... the
dream fades away. Basically, he is always there is her dreams. To keep
herself from dreaming she stays up nights on end. In the end, though,
she is glad that he is still with her in her dreams even though his real
feelings for her as a person may have changed. At least she still has
her memories of their time together when they were still friends who
cared for each other.
If I see you again
This last verse is very mysterious, since it is sung solely by Lindsey
Buckingham. The lyrics were written by Stevie, but did she ask Lindsey
to sing this verse, or was it his idea? Stevie has stated that she had wanted Lindsey to sing this verse alone, but he did not really want to do it, so she sang it with him. Later his vocal was isolated and when the rest of the band heard it they liked it so much that Lindsey was out-voted, and the end result is that he sings that line alone. This verse is different in that
it switches from "when I see you again" which is very positive, to "if I
see you again" which is much more uncertain. It’s as if he may actually
never see her again, or never again see her as the person he once knew
and loved. He’s absolutely leaving the band and isn’t willing to have
any type of associate with her anymore unless she gets her life in
order. He wants things to be better, but can’t deal with the problems
they have with each other, so he has to distance himself from her.
Assuming that this was originally written for Stevie herself to sing,
this verse shows even more uncertainty. The song has progressed from
"WHEN I see you again" to "IF SHE sees you again" to "IF I see you
again". This seems to show Stevie’s gradual loss of hope concerning the
status of her relationship with Lindsey. It’s as if she has approached
this with hope, but as she realizes the dream is fading away, her hope
diminishing until she only has her dreams left. Again and again, over
and over, she questions her feelings and concerns and sees that there is
little hope of the dream becoming a reality. As the vocals fade
hauntingly at the end, it is like the dream is fading away for good.
This song once again epitomizes the great cryptic lyrics of Stevie
Nicks. However, only Stevie herself can lend any insight into the real
meaning behind these lyrics. However cryptic the lyrics may be, they
still have a great power over the listener. Within this 3 1/2 minute
song there is a whole gamut of emotion - fear, apprehension, hope,
longing, and love, which are all amplified by the haunting and dreamful
simplicity of the music. The song ends with what could be Lindsey’s
answer to Stevie’s question - he wonders the same thing.
It has also been proposed that "Say We’ll Meet Again" from Lindsey’s
1992 solo album Out of the Cradle is his answer to Stevie’s "When I
See You Again". This theory may have some merit, especially when you
look at the lyrics:
Just say we’ll meet again
There was a dream, that was a time
Either way, "When I See You Again" lets us see through a porthole into
Stevie’s mind and lets us see her for what she really is - not a rock
goddess superstar with the world by the tail (though she is), but a
real person with fears, troubles, and a real uncertainty and
apprehension about her future, just like the rest of the world. Maybe
that is a part of her that makes her so special to her fans - she’s
human and not afraid to show it.
Transcribed to HTML by Marty Adelson.
Will it be the same
When I see you again
Will it be over
When I see you again
Will your great eyes still say
What’s the matter, baby
What’s the matter, baby, baby, baby
What’s the matter, baby
What’s the matter, baby
What’s the matter, baby, baby
There are many doors in the hallway
And she stares at the stairs
Ohh, there are many things to stare at these days
Will your very best friend
Will your very best friend
Oh, have been replaced by some other
And the dream is gone
So she stays up nights on end
Well at least there is a dream left
Will it be over
If I see you again
Will it be the same
If I see you again
Will it be over
Again and again
Over and over
When the sunset spell is gone in the wind
Please say we’ll meet again
Everyone sees the tear in the seam
But talks about the weather
Everyone pays a price for these dreams
So why not dream these dreams together...
But nothing lasts forever
Sooner or later we all must go blind
But we can dream these dreams together...
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