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The Boston Herald, July 17, 1994 SOUNDS BREAKING THE CHAIN SOLO
Stevie Nicks savors her new-found freedom from Fleetwood mac LARRY
KATZ Stevie Nicks has done solo tours before. But this year's
world tour, which starts Friday at Great Woods, is her first since
leaving Fleetwood Mac. And that, the singer says, makes a difference.
'It's really easier,' Nicks says from her Los Angeles home. 'This is
the first time I'll go out by myself and I won't be carrying around a
feeling of guilt. 'See, when I was in Fleetwood Mac, I'd know by
the middle of one of my tours they were already getting mad at me.
They'd be waiting for me like anxious cats. It takes the fun out of
touring when other people don't think you should be doing it in the
first place. 'Then when I got back,' she goes on, 'I'd have two days
off and then I'd have to be in the studio, and the others would have
already been in the studio for months. So they were never real happy to
see me. And people being mad at me. 'So this is the first time I've
ever gotten to completely concentrate on my show and put my whole heart
in it. It's like when you get a divorce. You go on with your life and
eventually realize you're free. It's an amazing feeling.' Nicks'
reference to divorce in describing her departure from Fleetwood Mac
is particularly appropriate. Still single at 46, she's spent most of her
life married to a band. The Arizona-born Nicks and then-boyfriend
Lindsey Buckingham joined Fleetwood Mac, which started as a British
blues band, in 1974. The revamped lineup went on to record two of the
biggest albums in history, 1975's 'Fleetwood Mac' and 1977's 'Rumours.'
Finally, after years of whispers about it, Nicks officially left the
group after a performance at Bill Clinton's 1993
presidential inauguration. 'It was very hard to leave,' she
says. 'I just couldn't leave them after Lindsey left (in 1987). I
couldn't do that to -- them, I just couldn't. But after Lindsey came and
played the inauguration with us, I realized that I could never deal with
Fleetwood Mac again unless it would be the five of us. And it will never
be that way again. So I decided my part in that particular Shakespearean
drama is over.' But Fleetwood Mac's impact on Nicks' life continues.
Pressures from the group affected her personally as much as
professionally. 'I've got money, men to love me and acres of land,' she
sings on 'Rose Garden,' a song from her new 'Street Angel' album, 'I've
got all these things but a small gold band on my finger on my left hand
...' 'I figure that's pretty much OK,' Nicks says of her unmarried
status, 'because I can still get married in the future if I want. But I
do regret very much not having one or two kids. But it was never the
right time. The time it almost happened, there was always a big tour
coming up, a big record that needed to get finished. 'I wanted to
have kids, but it would have screwed up the lives of the people around
me. I could never say, 'Listen, you guys, fend for yourself.' I
could never do that. I could never stop the machinery that was going on
for so long. And now I'm really sorry. But I was not brave enough.'
Oddly enough, it turns out Nicks wrote 'Rose Garden' and those telling
lines about lacking that 'small gold band' 28 years ago when she was
18. 'That song is very much a premonition,' Nicks says, 'but I wrote
it about some people in my family when I was just graduating high
school. I wasn't in a band or anything. I wrote purely for myself on a
guitar I got for my 16th birthday. I didn't want to be famous or
anything, I just loved to close myself up somewhere with candlelight and
a really neat pen and paper and write. It became a very important thing
for me. 'I didn't play with a band or perform in public until I was 20
and going to college in Santa Clara (California),' she recalls. 'It was
the most frightening moment of my entire life. I had joined this band
with Lindsey Buckingham and these other cool guys and I thought we were
going to play high schools. The next thing I know we're in front of
75,000 people opening for Jimi Hendrix, or maybe it was Janis Joplin, at
the Santa Clara Fairgrounds. I had no preparation. It was the wildest
thing.' Nicks' debut by fire and her subsequent five years playing with
Buckingham did prepare her for her role singing 'Rhiannon,' 'Sara' and
other hits as the velvet-and-lace-wrapped frontwoman for Fleetwood Mac.
But the reputation she gained in Fleetwood Mac as a dreamy mystic
and romantic is belied by the down-to-earth flavor of 'Street Angel,'
her dependably melodic and hook-filled fifth solo album. 'I hope
after all this time I am a better writer,' the husky-voiced Nicks says.
'I think a certain amount of wisdom comes with age. I certainly have a
lot of experience. Ever since I joined a rock 'n' roll band my life has
been on a collision course of sorts and that gives me an incredible
scope of material to write about.' In addition to the title song's
offbeat take on homelessness, on 'Street Angel' Nicks pays musical
tribute to two of her heroines. In 'Jane,' she celebrates the courage of
-- chimpanzee researcher Jane Goodall ('I was so inspired by her books
that I wrote this song 10 minutes after I got to meet her,' she says).
And in 'Greta,' she wonders what led movie star Greta Garbo to retire at
the height of her fame. 'I wish I could have asked her, 'What
happened to you?',' Nicks says. 'Anyone in my business asks themselves
that question, 'Do I really need this in my life?' But very few people
actually walk away.' Has Nicks pondered leaving the music business?
'Only theoretically,' she replies. 'Despite all the problems that go
with being a rock star, and there are many, that doesn't take away the
fact that I love to sit and sing and write and play music. That never
goes away.'
Thanks to Anusha for the submission.
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